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[March 6th, 2006 @ 9:00pm]
KSO; PRETTY MUCH I DECIDED I'M DONE WITH THIS LJ.
AND I MADE A NEW ONE.
BUT IT'S FRIENDS ONLY AND I'M ONLY ADDING SELECT PEOPLE.
DEALWITHITTTT. >;O
xD. ♥



NEWJOURNAL.
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[March 4th, 2006 @ 6:39pm]
[ mood | restless ]
[ music | Monsters * Funeral For A Friend. ]

I don't really know what to say.
But yesterday/today was actually pretty much a great day kinda'.
/shrug. ;p
Yesterday I actually didn't go to Smiles.
Picked up Max, and we went to RJ's and hungout with him and MatthewFloooberrrrg.
Smoked & Stuff.
Pretty much sat at RJ's from like 6PM-6AM. o.0; 0.o;
Watched THe Fox And The Hound.
And The Lion King. xDDDDD Lololol.
Then at like 3AM yeah and Idk.
But we weren't tired and stuff.
Soo at like 6AM we walked to the gas station near FYI.
And Chandler called us up.
So we went to Jose's.
And hungout with Chandler and Jose.
Lol. It was fun.
So we were pretty much there from like 7AM-5PM. Lol. o.0; xDDD
And Jose's moving, so like he didn't care about the house/apartment really I guess.
Soo whenever he felt like it he'd throw a glass china plate/ bowl/ teacup and stuff.
And it'd just break. But he'd make a really funny noise. Lolol.
He's hilarious.
Anyways. I haven't slept since like 7AM Friday.
And I'm not tired anymore.. Soo I think maybe I'll see how long I can go without sleeping.?
/shrug. ;p
Anddd Idk. Buttttt, My stomach's like seriously killing me.
But the thing is I'm not hungry, like at all.
And Idk. I was so happy lately.
But now I just feel like shit.
Mainly because of my stomach. But whatev'.
Andd Btw. Idc what you may have heard about anything that's happened.
Mind your own business.
You weren't there, So therefore you do not know anything that may or may not have happened.
I'm alive. I'm fine. That's all that should matter.
Butttt thanks for worrying I guess.?
Btw. No I did not get raped. Anddd I'm fine. So leave it at that, thaaaanksss.

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[March 3rd, 2006 @ 3:11pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Rent Soundtrack. ]

Idk. I just feel like I should update.
Lol. But Idk why it bothers me if I don't update often. /shrug.
Sooo. You've probably heard, Because things in WestHaven get around so fast..
I go out with Max nowww..
'Cause like someone was talking to me about it today.
Because they heard blahblahblah from so-and-so.
And really, I don't talk to this person a whole lot.
But I love her. <3
Anyway. So. Idk.
Just drama about how Dan was gonna' ask me out 'cause he's liked me for a long time.
But then Max asked me out and I go out with him now.
And supposedly he's liked me for a while too.
And someone told me today that Tim's gonna' beatup Max for Dan..
-.-; I really hate it when my friends fight..
And like. Idk.
I've liked both of those boys many times.
Anddd eventually I just started thinking I didn't have a chance with either of them. And stuff.
So I was like. Oh. I should take advantage of this opportunity to go out with someone I like..
So yeah. But of course, as always, when I go out with someone, Sommmme sort of drama starts..
Like. Idk. Everything's complicated. Extremely.
But like. I remember when I went out with Luke. Cody got mad or whatever.
And then I went out with Cody. ANd like. a lot of people got mad. xD
ANd that was sometime around when DanTurbert and Wes liked me. Which seems really strange now..
Anyways. And then I went out with Arthur. And Cody got mad at whomever, or both of us. Or whatever, Lol.
And then I went out with Max. Anddd I pretty much almost lost one of my best friends..
Lol. I feel like such a fag though sometimes.
'Cause I cry easily, about things, when I really shouldn't.
Soo basically. I like. Brokedown. And I really didnt wanna stay in my house.
Because Im trying to stop something and I know if I stayed home it wouldve ruined it..
cause heere's what tends to happen...
i get upset / frustrated. > i yell or think far too much. > i cry. > i breakdown & pretty much lose control of the situation. > i shake. > i throwup. > then yeah.&Stuff..
and not till then can i actually control myself.
And I dont like being like that. So Im going to try to do something about it.. So dont call me emo. or say things about it.
ANYWAY.
Soo I went for like an hour and a half walk. And went to Molloy school.
And went on the swings. and sat. and thought. and idk then I just ran.
lol.. i used to like. love running. and now i hate it. anyways.
then i got cold and stuff and it was scarey outside so i went home.
Idk. I dont liek talking about things thaaaat much. So Anyways..
I'm kind of worried about Meagan.. >.<; I love her a lot..
But I'm not going to discuss things like that publicly..
So. Anyways.
I don't think I'm going to Smiles tonight.
Orr Angelo's get-together party type thing, Which I think was tonight too..
I'm gonna' hangout with RJ and Floberg. And Jason. And .., yeah.. ;x
Anyhow,. I'm gonna' start playing counterstrike again soon.
I watched Assault On Precinct 13 yesterday.
Which reminded me of cs and how much I love it and how much I miss it. xDDD
Today there was a 90 minute delay from school.
But I stayed home. Anddd watched rugrats. xD
And Rent. And yeah. And today I gotta' paper in the mail from school.
About my absences. Andd I think we might have to go to court again for truancy or something. idk. /shrug.
My uncle from Iowa might me moving in with me soon.. xD
That'd be interesting. Haha.
And I'm trying to get my mom to let Brian move in.
Because of stuff. And yeah. 8o)
Anyhow.
The kittens my cat had, Opened their eyes the other day. xD
And of course they're blue.. Cause they're like. always blue at first.. lol
Anyway.
Ill write like later or tomorrow or something.
Even though I always say that. haha. ♥.

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[February 27th, 2006 @ 4:14pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Watching Blow. ]

/shrug. This pretty much sums up my life as of lately,..
No not really.
Just what I've been doing. Eh

Friday. Went to Smiles with Amber.
Slept over AMber's.
Chris slept over.
DanBarletta and Max were suppsoed to but then yeahh,.
Dan had people going to hissss house,
And Max, I wasnt even talking to at the time.
Plus he went with Arthur and people anyways. Lol. /shrug

Saturday.
Went to AMF Bowling Alley with Amber, DanBarletta, Brian, and Chris.
Met Cara, Seth, and Blake there.
Ricky and DanTurbert were there.

We left.

Amber and I went to her cousin's birthday party.
Slept over Amber's again.
Idk. Max ended up sleepin' over though.

Sunday.
Almost died out in the cold.
I saw Ant. xD Hadn't seen him in like seriously forever.
Arthur gave Max and Amber and I a ride to Max's.
Hungout there for a while.
My dad picked us up and brought Amber and I to McDonalds.
I came home.

Today I woke up late and was almost late for school.
I had I.S.S.
Went to G.S.A.
A lottttt of people were there today btw.
Day of Silence is coming up. April 12th.
True Colors is March 25th.

I SAW JASON VIGOR TODAY. =]=]=]=]=]
He was at WHHS afterschool.
And he stayed with us and went to GSA.
And it was great.
Because I miss that boy a lot.
And I love him.
Anyways.
I'm gonna' go.
I just felt weird because I hadn't updated.
Even though this wasn't much of an update.
Buttttt.
I'll do a more presonal update later perhaps. ♥

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[February 23rd, 2006 @ 2:32am]
[ mood | high ]
[ music | Temperature * Sean Paul ]

k so lets see.
okay sooo tuesday i metup with cara and brie and we went to dans.
and hungout with him and brandon.
and i ended up walkign home.
but i didnt mind.
becaussse i talked to cara for like 2 hours on the phone. haha
and i got to watch some black boy hop a fence inna ski mask.
andd some scarey white van with a big dog stopped. heh.
and yeahh.
anyways.
thenn like on wednesday i went to the mall with amberrr.
and we saw shaka and spencer and trevor.
and then ashley and mike and codie and tom and whomever else were sittin in this hall thing with us.
and then heather came.
and they were like argueing and talking and whatnot.
craaazy.
anyway.
today i got up at like 8.
and at 9am dave and i went to bailey with chris to helpout for drama.
we were building stuff for the set and painting and stuff.
friday we're going again heh.
sooo afterwards.
my mom picked us up.
and chris bought dave and i lunch..
we went to tgi fridays.
it was kinda for daves birthday too.
his birthdays thurs. feb. 23.
and it was nice.
andd then later i went to ambers.
anddd hungout with her and cara.
andd omg i love amber's cousin, sarah.
she's so cute. ^.^
anddd she gave me like 10 little paper tiger thingys. and theyre cute.
anddd then cara left at like 8:30.
anddd i stayed to watch american idol and true life imma competitive eater.
andd i pretty much love amber & cara a whooole lots.
and im bored.
and tired.
soo g'night. ♥

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[February 21st, 2006 @ 1:32pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Watching WarOfTheWorlds.. Byeee. ]

Okay sooo.
Idk.
I was like happy while I was in Pittsburgh.
Happier than I've been in CT since.. ;x Something..
And it's weird. Because ever since I've gotten back,
I haven't been in the best of moods.
Except for when I went to the mall with Dan & Lexy..
Which was the day after I got back. Heh.
'Cause yeah. I went to the mall with DanielBarletta & AlexisConte on Sunday.
And it was great.
And we saw Mario0o0o0o. =]
Thenn yesterday.
I hadda' Dentist Appointment at 10AM @ the dentist in the mall.
Soo afterwards I walked around for a while with my mom & my sister.
Anddd she bought me these really pretty pajama pants.
And they're like rainbow & white striped.
And they're great.
Except I think they make me / my butt look fat.
/shrug. But I love them. Heh.
Anddd I saw Sammy / Katie.. at the malll.
I haven't hungout with Sammy/ seen her in forever.
Soo it pretty much made my day..
And I saw Suzy there. Lolol.
Soo then we went to the foodcourt.
Andd I got to see Mario againnn. ANd I got to see Kris.
<.<;
Anyways.
I'm trying to watch WarOfTheWorlds now..
And I love DakotaFanning. =]
Anndddd I have a feeling I'll either edit this,
Or update again later..
soo byeee. ♥

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THIS IS PROBABLY GONNA BE LONG... SO DONT WASTE YOUR TIME. BUT ITS FOR A WEEK. SO DEALWITHITTTT. ;p [February 19th, 2006 @ 9:29pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Burning Up * I.C.P. ]

HIIIIIIIIII.
Heh.
Kay sooo I got back from Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania last night.
At like 8PM-ish.
I went with Cara, Graham, JoeMckenna, Anddd Maggie.
It was funnn.
I was like... really happy that I got away from WestHaven for a weeeek.
And it was great.
Because I was happy there.
Even though it was a shitty motel.
Idk, I just enjoyed it.
We were with Carol & her boyfriend Josh a lot,
Since she's the reason we went there. Lol. [she lived here, buttt she moved there to go to college there..]
We went to Josh's house one day.
It was so neat.
His family owns a nude art gallery.
Soo they lived like in that same building.
And his house was just amazing.
Had a lot of artsy stuff in the house.
And the nude gallery was great.
I swear he looked exactly like Toby from Degrassi though.. ;x xD
Anyways.
We mainly..
Smoked a lot..
Went to a hookah bar.
Which btw, was amazing.
It was madddd chillll. Lol. I hate when people use that sentence. /shrug.
But it was like really relaxing and stuff and I love that place.
It was called Sphinx Cafe & Hookah Bar.
Anyways. It was just a really big open room basically.
With like all these egyptian rugs and hanging stuff.
And a lot of hookahs.
Anddd it had 2 couches.
And these seat / cushion thingys all along the walls.
And in the middle a few tables with pillows on the ground you could sit on.
[[ website = www.sphinx-cafe.com ]]
In which i just found a picture from inside sphinx, butt now they changed the colors, and its orange.
Anddd I'll post more pictures later this week. but whatever.

Anyways.
We played Apples To Apples a few times.
And it's greattttt. I lovelovelove that game..
You should play it with me.. But we need atleast 4 people to play..
ANYWAYS.
We went to all these little shops & stuff in the city.
And I got this realllyyyy pretty blade knife thing.
Anddd I got a new shirt from Delias cause we went to a mall there.
Anddd I got some other stuff.
Anyways.
There's this store there, called "Groovy."
And it looked really neat so we went in there.
And the WHOLE store was FULL of old school action figures and collections and shit.
Like a million + star wars things, batman stuff, strawberry shortcake, GI joes, barbies, ninja turtles, the rescuers, xmen, rainbow brite, my little pony, smurfs, punisher, over 30 old metal lunchboxes from tv shows and shit.
It was awesommme. And I wanted to take the whole store home with me. =]=]
Andddd. There's this store there opening on February 28th.
And it looked so cool.
'Cause the whole side of the building was a ninja turtles mural.
And it had like all the characters painted on it and stuff.
And it was awesome..
And there's this diner there, Called Kings.
Which was basically a cross between a Friendlys and a Dennys. Or a Double Dennys in Joes words.
Anddd it's mascot was this brownie thing with a frown, called Frownie.
Soo us being immature asked the waitress for masks.
Soo we got these great Frownie masks. I love it.
And so one night we were watching Party Monster, Cause Joe hated it.
Although he never watched the full movie..
'Cause he always shut it off at the dumster scene..
'Cause it makes him mad or something I guess. Lol.
Soo after it was over we were talking about forts.
So me and Joe and Maggie built a fort in our room. =D.!
And btw there were like these 6 or 7 hicks staying at the motel.
And everytime we pulled in the parking lot for like 3 days theyb were sittin out there near their pickup truck / van drinking beers and shit.
And the first time we saw them, we all piled outta the car and they asked us if we were a band. LOL. [Joe, Carol, Josh, Maggie, Cara, Graham and I.]
Soo one night, everyone like was going to sleep.
But Joe and I werent tired so we were talking.
And it was like 5AM.
And we were bored, soo we made a plan.
And we put on our Frownie masks as if we were ribbon' a bankkkk.
And we took our fort down.
'Cause we were gonna' go erect it over Cara while she was sleeping;
That way she woke up in it, and we were gonna hang a Frownies mask on the ceiling that way it was the first thing she saw when she wokeup..
But then Graham wouldnt open the door.
When we told him to leave it open. >;O.!
[Which lead to us making the 'I Hate Graham Club.']
Anyways.
Soo we went back out again at like 6AM.
And we were knocking on the door lightly to try to get Graham to open it for us.
And the hicks had one of their rooms right nextdoor to Cara's..
And he came outside.
And saw us in the Frownies masks with like 4 sheets in our hands.
roflroflrofl.
So we just ran. Who knows what the heck he was thinkin'.
Haha.
IloveJoe. =]
Anyway. That's all I feel like typing for now about the trip.
Sooo byeeeee. ♥

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