You And Me Are Like One Heartbeat, You And Me Are Like One Heartbeat,

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 02:03:07 GMT

KSO; PRETTY MUCH I DECIDED I'M DONE WITH THIS LJ.
AND I MADE A NEW ONE.
BUT IT'S FRIENDS ONLY AND I'M ONLY ADDING SELECT PEOPLE.
DEALWITHITTTT. >;O
xD. ♥

NEWJOURNAL.

Sat, 04 Mar 2006 23:48:15 GMT

I don't really know what to say.
But yesterday/today was actually pretty much a great day kinda'.
/shrug. ;p
Yesterday I actually didn't go to Smiles.
Picked up Max, and we went to RJ's and hungout with him and MatthewFloooberrrrg.
Smoked & Stuff.
Pretty much sat at RJ's from like 6PM-6AM. o.0; 0.o;
Watched THe Fox And The Hound.
And The Lion King. xDDDDD Lololol.
Then at like 3AM yeah and Idk.
But we weren't tired and stuff.
Soo at like 6AM we walked to the gas station near FYI.
And Chandler called us up.
So we went to Jose's.
And hungout with Chandler and Jose.
Lol. It was fun.
So we were pretty much there from like 7AM-5PM. Lol. o.0; xDDD
And Jose's moving, so like he didn't care about the house/apartment really I guess.
Soo whenever he felt like it he'd throw a glass china plate/ bowl/ teacup and stuff.
And it'd just break. But he'd make a really funny noise. Lolol.
He's hilarious.
Anyways. I haven't slept since like 7AM Friday.
And I'm not tired anymore.. Soo I think maybe I'll see how long I can go without sleeping.?
/shrug. ;p
Anddd Idk. Buttttt, My stomach's like seriously killing me.
But the thing is I'm not hungry, like at all.
And Idk. I was so happy lately.
But now I just feel like shit.
Mainly because of my stomach. But whatev'.
Andd Btw. Idc what you may have heard about anything that's happened.
Mind your own business.
You weren't there, So therefore you do not know anything that may or may not have happened.
I'm alive. I'm fine. That's all that should matter.
Butttt thanks for worrying I guess.?
Btw. No I did not get raped. Anddd I'm fine. So leave it at that, thaaaanksss.

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 20:36:48 GMT

Idk. I just feel like I should update.
Lol. But Idk why it bothers me if I don't update often. /shrug.
Sooo. You've probably heard, Because things in WestHaven get around so fast..
I go out with Max nowww..
'Cause like someone was talking to me about it today.
Because they heard blahblahblah from so-and-so.
And really, I don't talk to this person a whole lot.
But I love her. <3
Anyway. So. Idk.
Just drama about how Dan was gonna' ask me out 'cause he's liked me for a long time.
But then Max asked me out and I go out with him now.
And supposedly he's liked me for a while too.
And someone told me today that Tim's gonna' beatup Max for Dan..
-.-; I really hate it when my friends fight..
And like. Idk.
I've liked both of those boys many times.
Anddd eventually I just started thinking I didn't have a chance with either of them. And stuff.
So I was like. Oh. I should take advantage of this opportunity to go out with someone I like..
So yeah. But of course, as always, when I go out with someone, Sommmme sort of drama starts..
Like. Idk. Everything's complicated. Extremely.
But like. I remember when I went out with Luke. Cody got mad or whatever.
And then I went out with Cody. ANd like. a lot of people got mad. xD
ANd that was sometime around when DanTurbert and Wes liked me. Which seems really strange now..
Anyways. And then I went out with Arthur. And Cody got mad at whomever, or both of us. Or whatever, Lol.
And then I went out with Max. Anddd I pretty much almost lost one of my best friends..
Lol. I feel like such a fag though sometimes.
'Cause I cry easily, about things, when I really shouldn't.
Soo basically. I like. Brokedown. And I really didnt wanna stay in my house.
Because Im trying to stop something and I know if I stayed home it wouldve ruined it..
cause heere's what tends to happen...
i get upset / frustrated. > i yell or think far too much. > i cry. > i breakdown & pretty much lose control of the situation. > i shake. > i throwup. > then yeah.&Stuff..
and not till then can i actually control myself.
And I dont like being like that. So Im going to try to do something about it.. So dont call me emo. or say things about it.
ANYWAY.
Soo I went for like an hour and a half walk. And went to Molloy school.
And went on the swings. and sat. and thought. and idk then I just ran.
lol.. i used to like. love running. and now i hate it. anyways.
then i got cold and stuff and it was scarey outside so i went home.
Idk. I dont liek talking about things thaaaat much. So Anyways..
I'm kind of worried about Meagan.. >.<; I love her a lot..
But I'm not going to discuss things like that publicly..
So. Anyways.
I don't think I'm going to Smiles tonight.
Orr Angelo's get-together party type thing, Which I think was tonight too..
I'm gonna' hangout with RJ and Floberg. And Jason. And .., yeah.. ;x
Anyhow,. I'm gonna' start playing counterstrike again soon.
I watched Assault On Precinct 13 yesterday.
Which reminded me of cs and how much I love it and how much I miss it. xDDD
Today there was a 90 minute delay from school.
But I stayed home. Anddd watched rugrats. xD
And Rent. And yeah. And today I gotta' paper in the mail from school.
About my absences. Andd I think we might have to go to court again for truancy or something. idk. /shrug.
My uncle from Iowa might me moving in with me soon.. xD
That'd be interesting. Haha.
And I'm trying to get my mom to let Brian move in.
Because of stuff. And yeah. 8o)
Anyhow.
The kittens my cat had, Opened their eyes the other day. xD
And of course they're blue.. Cause they're like. always blue at first.. lol
Anyway.
Ill write like later or tomorrow or something.
Even though I always say that. haha. ♥.

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 21:21:17 GMT

/shrug. This pretty much sums up my life as of lately,..
No not really.
Just what I've been doing. Eh

Friday. Went to Smiles with Amber.
Slept over AMber's.
Chris slept over.
DanBarletta and Max were suppsoed to but then yeahh,.
Dan had people going to hissss house,
And Max, I wasnt even talking to at the time.
Plus he went with Arthur and people anyways. Lol. /shrug

Saturday.
Went to AMF Bowling Alley with Amber, DanBarletta, Brian, and Chris.
Met Cara, Seth, and Blake there.
Ricky and DanTurbert were there.

We left.

Amber and I went to her cousin's birthday party.
Slept over Amber's again.
Idk. Max ended up sleepin' over though.

Sunday.
Almost died out in the cold.
I saw Ant. xD Hadn't seen him in like seriously forever.
Arthur gave Max and Amber and I a ride to Max's.
Hungout there for a while.
My dad picked us up and brought Amber and I to McDonalds.
I came home.

Today I woke up late and was almost late for school.
I had I.S.S.
Went to G.S.A.
A lottttt of people were there today btw.
Day of Silence is coming up. April 12th.
True Colors is March 25th.

I SAW JASON VIGOR TODAY. =]=]=]=]=]
He was at WHHS afterschool.
And he stayed with us and went to GSA.
And it was great.
Because I miss that boy a lot.
And I love him.
Anyways.
I'm gonna' go.
I just felt weird because I hadn't updated.
Even though this wasn't much of an update.
Buttttt.
I'll do a more presonal update later perhaps. ♥

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 07:38:06 GMT

k so lets see.
okay sooo tuesday i metup with cara and brie and we went to dans.
and hungout with him and brandon.
and i ended up walkign home.
but i didnt mind.
becaussse i talked to cara for like 2 hours on the phone. haha
and i got to watch some black boy hop a fence inna ski mask.
andd some scarey white van with a big dog stopped. heh.
and yeahh.
anyways.
thenn like on wednesday i went to the mall with amberrr.
and we saw shaka and spencer and trevor.
and then ashley and mike and codie and tom and whomever else were sittin in this hall thing with us.
and then heather came.
and they were like argueing and talking and whatnot.
craaazy.
anyway.
today i got up at like 8.
and at 9am dave and i went to bailey with chris to helpout for drama.
we were building stuff for the set and painting and stuff.
friday we're going again heh.
sooo afterwards.
my mom picked us up.
and chris bought dave and i lunch..
we went to tgi fridays.
it was kinda for daves birthday too.
his birthdays thurs. feb. 23.
and it was nice.
andd then later i went to ambers.
anddd hungout with her and cara.
andd omg i love amber's cousin, sarah.
she's so cute. ^.^
anddd she gave me like 10 little paper tiger thingys. and theyre cute.
anddd then cara left at like 8:30.
anddd i stayed to watch american idol and true life imma competitive eater.
andd i pretty much love amber & cara a whooole lots.
and im bored.
and tired.
soo g'night. ♥

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 18:46:00 GMT

Okay sooo.
Idk.
I was like happy while I was in Pittsburgh.
Happier than I've been in CT since.. ;x Something..
And it's weird. Because ever since I've gotten back,
I haven't been in the best of moods.
Except for when I went to the mall with Dan & Lexy..
Which was the day after I got back. Heh.
'Cause yeah. I went to the mall with DanielBarletta & AlexisConte on Sunday.
And it was great.
And we saw Mario0o0o0o. =]
Thenn yesterday.
I hadda' Dentist Appointment at 10AM @ the dentist in the mall.
Soo afterwards I walked around for a while with my mom & my sister.
Anddd she bought me these really pretty pajama pants.
And they're like rainbow & white striped.
And they're great.
Except I think they make me / my butt look fat.
/shrug. But I love them. Heh.
Anddd I saw Sammy / Katie.. at the malll.
I haven't hungout with Sammy/ seen her in forever.
Soo it pretty much made my day..
And I saw Suzy there. Lolol.
Soo then we went to the foodcourt.
Andd I got to see Mario againnn. ANd I got to see Kris.
<.<;
Anyways.
I'm trying to watch WarOfTheWorlds now..
And I love DakotaFanning. =]
Anndddd I have a feeling I'll either edit this,
Or update again later..
soo byeee. ♥

THIS IS PROBABLY GONNA BE LONG... SO DONT WASTE YOUR TIME. BUT ITS FOR A WEEK. SO DEALWITHITTTT. ;p

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 03:02:26 GMT

HIIIIIIIIII.
Heh.
Kay sooo I got back from Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania last night.
At like 8PM-ish.
I went with Cara, Graham, JoeMckenna, Anddd Maggie.
It was funnn.
I was like... really happy that I got away from WestHaven for a weeeek.
And it was great.
Because I was happy there.
Even though it was a shitty motel.
Idk, I just enjoyed it.
We were with Carol & her boyfriend Josh a lot,
Since she's the reason we went there. Lol. [she lived here, buttt she moved there to go to college there..]
We went to Josh's house one day.
It was so neat.
His family owns a nude art gallery.
Soo they lived like in that same building.
And his house was just amazing.
Had a lot of artsy stuff in the house.
And the nude gallery was great.
I swear he looked exactly like Toby from Degrassi though.. ;x xD
Anyways.
We mainly..
Smoked a lot..
Went to a hookah bar.
Which btw, was amazing.
It was madddd chillll. Lol. I hate when people use that sentence. /shrug.
But it was like really relaxing and stuff and I love that place.
It was called Sphinx Cafe & Hookah Bar.
Anyways. It was just a really big open room basically.
With like all these egyptian rugs and hanging stuff.
And a lot of hookahs.
Anddd it had 2 couches.
And these seat / cushion thingys all along the walls.
And in the middle a few tables with pillows on the ground you could sit on.
[[ website = www.sphinx-cafe.com ]]
In which i just found a picture from inside sphinx, butt now they changed the colors, and its orange.
Anddd I'll post more pictures later this week. but whatever.

Anyways.
We played Apples To Apples a few times.
And it's greattttt. I lovelovelove that game..
You should play it with me.. But we need atleast 4 people to play..
ANYWAYS.
We went to all these little shops & stuff in the city.
And I got this realllyyyy pretty blade knife thing.
Anddd I got a new shirt from Delias cause we went to a mall there.
Anddd I got some other stuff.
Anyways.
There's this store there, called "Groovy."
And it looked really neat so we went in there.
And the WHOLE store was FULL of old school action figures and collections and shit.
Like a million + star wars things, batman stuff, strawberry shortcake, GI joes, barbies, ninja turtles, the rescuers, xmen, rainbow brite, my little pony, smurfs, punisher, over 30 old metal lunchboxes from tv shows and shit.
It was awesommme. And I wanted to take the whole store home with me. =]=]
Andddd. There's this store there opening on February 28th.
And it looked so cool.
'Cause the whole side of the building was a ninja turtles mural.
And it had like all the characters painted on it and stuff.
And it was awesome..
And there's this diner there, Called Kings.
Which was basically a cross between a Friendlys and a Dennys. Or a Double Dennys in Joes words.
Anddd it's mascot was this brownie thing with a frown, called Frownie.
Soo us being immature asked the waitress for masks.
Soo we got these great Frownie masks. I love it.
And so one night we were watching Party Monster, Cause Joe hated it.
Although he never watched the full movie..
'Cause he always shut it off at the dumster scene..
'Cause it makes him mad or something I guess. Lol.
Soo after it was over we were talking about forts.
So me and Joe and Maggie built a fort in our room. =D.!
And btw there were like these 6 or 7 hicks staying at the motel.
And everytime we pulled in the parking lot for like 3 days theyb were sittin out there near their pickup truck / van drinking beers and shit.
And the first time we saw them, we all piled outta the car and they asked us if we were a band. LOL. [Joe, Carol, Josh, Maggie, Cara, Graham and I.]
Soo one night, everyone like was going to sleep.
But Joe and I werent tired so we were talking.
And it was like 5AM.
And we were bored, soo we made a plan.
And we put on our Frownie masks as if we were ribbon' a bankkkk.
And we took our fort down.
'Cause we were gonna' go erect it over Cara while she was sleeping;
That way she woke up in it, and we were gonna hang a Frownies mask on the ceiling that way it was the first thing she saw when she wokeup..
But then Graham wouldnt open the door.
When we told him to leave it open. >;O.!
[Which lead to us making the 'I Hate Graham Club.']
Anyways.
Soo we went back out again at like 6AM.
And we were knocking on the door lightly to try to get Graham to open it for us.
And the hicks had one of their rooms right nextdoor to Cara's..
And he came outside.
And saw us in the Frownies masks with like 4 sheets in our hands.
roflroflrofl.
So we just ran. Who knows what the heck he was thinkin'.
Haha.
IloveJoe. =]
Anyway. That's all I feel like typing for now about the trip.
Sooo byeeeee. ♥

Hah.

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 06:04:39 GMT

I miss elementary school.

I miss when "talking about people" was saying something like "SASHA ABDURAZACK SUCKS AT KICKBALL.!"

I miss when I loved school.

I miss getting really good grades, & high honors.

I oddly miss competing with Peter Glaras. Competing in getting a higher score on my math test that is. =D Or getting more A+ stars in 5th grade. And beating him in contests & fairs. Haha. I never thought I'd say that.

I miss those times when I'd hangout with DanTurbert and Brandon almost everyday.

I miss going to the beach with Brian, and going to Dunkin Donuts and watching him get those nasty old fashioned donuts.

I miss when Brett and I were closer.

I miss when everyone was just friends.

I sometimes miss when Holly & I were bestfriends.

I miss when people went to the park a lot.

I miss when we would go to stiles to play ManHunt.

I miss playing tag, no-woodchips.

I miss the carnivals.

I miss going to the beach.

I miss when people LOVED smiles.

I miss going to the beach with Amber a lot & Rachel.

I miss Arthur; I miss when we used to talk.

I miss hanging out with Ian, Dan, Dan, Arthur, & Brandon.

I miss going to the beach, to give Ant or Jesse a dollar. Strangely. No, I think it was just going there part. Lol.

I miss when I was little and I'd put my bathing suit on when it was raining and I'd go outside and sit and play in the puddles in front of Mrs. Hulihan's house.. She always had the deepest puddles in my neighborhood..

I miss when we were younger during the summer and we'd all be in my pool, and we'd hear the ice-cream truck, And we'd all jump out and run to get money and meet like all the kids at the truck. =D

I miss when I went to school everyday, and then my mom would ask me to stay home for a special day, and we'd go out to lunch, It used to make me the happiest girl ever.

I miss when the "cool kids" were the kids that got picked first in kickball. I just realized how much I loved kickball & recess. Lol. I miss playing kickball with Mrs Costa. =D!

I miss when Laura & I stopped playing kickball with all the kids, but we went down in the lower field and only playing kickball with Shayne + Corey Lein [even though I was like obsessed with Shayne until 5th grade..], Mike Dibella, Nick Iamele, Dipesh, Kamran Malik [even though when we hit middle school he like got way more involved with his Muslim religion and totally changed his name to Mohammad. Lololol. ;x] and a few other boys. Yeahhh, I barely ever played with the girls.. But sometimes I'd go play jumprope with Rachel Sherry or Amanda Colon or Desiree/ Candace Zulowski, & a few other people..

I miss when hating school was when it rained outside, sooo we had to stay inside for recess. And the lunaides would come to our room, and we had to play like dominos and stuff.

I miss being able to hangout with certain people, and we'd actually do things & have fun.

I miss going to Toys R Us with my mommy and getting toys.

I miss going over Alyssa's house & playing barbies all day long. Or playing Chalk-Houses.. Yeahh we made that up.

I miss going over Laura's ang playing Jaguar. Yeahhh we made that up toooo.

I miss playing Huckle-Buckle-Beanstalk. Or the Hot-Cold game.

I miss when Lexy lived at her Dad's house and we hungout A LOTTTT. =] And we'd go swimmingggg. And I remember we used to play some chalkboard gammesss. And we'd walk her dog. And we'd sing. And it was great.

I miss riding bikes. I miss riding bikes with Alyssa.

I miss girlscout meetings EVERY Friday.

I miss playing action figures with my brother David; I remembber a few years ago he asked me to play, and I said I was busy. And he was liiike. WHY DONT YOU EVER WANNA PLAY WITH ME ANYMORE. xD.! Okayyy, So it wasn;t 'a fewww years ago'. It was like 4 or more maybe. ;]

And I reaaally miss playing cars with David. And we'd get out that niiiice big old floor map and I'd always try to beat him for the better house. The niice big red one. Soo he'd have to have the ghetto little yellow & grey one. [Sometimes I'd let him get the better one, If I was nice] ANd if you had the ghhetto house you'd have to park some of your cars on the grass. =D.!

And I miss playing with my Linkin-Logssss / Indians/ Cowboys. Or K'Nex. Or Legos.

Annd I miss playing cops & robbers.

Anddd I'm thinking right now, and I used to play A LOTTT of games with my brother,. Lololol.

And I miss how before Cam went out with Lauren, He'd be over our house like almost everyyy weekend. Lolol. I was like in love with him when I was younger. I bet I scared him.. Haha. It's weird. o.0; I've been over that for a long time by now though.

I miss when it was Me, Alyssa, Stephen, & David. All day, Everyday. And Dave & I like lived at their house. And we went everywhere with them, Vermont, Hockey games, Hockey tournaments, out to dinner, breakfast, lunch, stores, Everywhere. I love their dad. So much. I remember when I had one of those little-kid crushes on him. Lololol.

I miss when I didn't have to choose between friends.

I miss when I didn't have to watch what I say, depending on who's around.

I miss how a few people were before they smoked; I bet you don't know who I'm talking about here, because it's probably not who you think. ;p

LaLaLa. I got bored. ANd this happened. So yeah. The End. ;] ♥

EDIT @ 2/19/06. 1:21PM.

AND I MISS WHEN TOMMY AND I TALKED LIKE EVERYDAY A LOT.
'Cause he's just sooooooo cool.
And I miss being closer with him, Duh.
Or maybe I'm just writing this so he thinks I care.. JK. ILOVEHIM.

yayayayay im getting out of ct.. so what if its only a week. ;]

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 22:52:11 GMT

kay so.
I was miserable certain times yesterday.
Sooo it continued throughout Max's 'party.'
Eh things just didn't turn out how anyone had hoped they would.
And when I was miserable.However, I got to talk to some truckers.?
I found myself wanting to talk to either Meagan, Tommy, Brian, or *** orrr ****.
Which was odd...
Anddd I realized a few things about stuff.
&about certain people.
Anddd anyway.
Today I layed around my hosue all day..
Took a 45 minute bubble bath. =D!
ilovemyhellokittybubblebathstuff. andddilovebaths. =]
I was home alone practically all day.
I'm going out to dinner with my mom and my sister.
And then I believe I'm going over Amber's.
But I can't sleepover because we're leaving too early in the monring and blahblahblah. -.-; ;(
Anyways.
I guess I'll be back in a week.
Byeeee. ♥

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 04:01:10 GMT

kay so.
today sucked.
only cause i was in a shitty mood though.
i went to bailey 2-4:30.
came home.
ate.
went online.
went back to bailey 6:30-8:30.
i like going there and helping out des with dave and chris.
heh.
and thats a good thing.
because ill be there like everyday for a while
;x
anyways.
this saturday.
yeah im going to pittsburgh with my sister and a few of her friends.
and we wont be back till like next saturday
i think its a great thing.
because i wont be here for a week.
and i hate west haven.
and ct
and most of the people here.
sooo im gonna go tehre for a week.
sooo i can think about thinggssss.
and plus ill get to be away for valentines day.
heh
i dont like valentines day anyways..
ugh.
so meany things i need to figure out though.
anyways.
idk.
i update far too much.
this entry was pretty much useless. heh.
ohwell. imma go watch instant star.

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 02:49:59 GMT

SO.
I'M PRETTY SURE I'M GOING TO PITTSBURGH.
FROMMM THIS SATURDAY, [2/11.]
UNTIL NEXT SATURDAY, [2/18.]
PARTLY 'CAUSE i'M SO SICK OF WH, AND CT.
BUT ALSO CAUSE WE'RE GOING TO VISIT SOMEONE.
ANYWAY; I PROBABLY WON'T HAVE INTERNET THERE.
BUTTTTT I'LL HAVE MY CELLPHONE..
SOOOO, YOU SHOULD CALL ME.
AND MAKE ME FEEL LOVED. [6688541]
K. &HEARTS;

BlahBlahBlah.Ramble.

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 22:08:04 GMT

Sooo today I'm not in the best of moods. Heh.
Actually, I'm in a pretty shitty mood..
And I'm being a bitch, to a lot of people.
And I know it. And I don't quite care.
Well, I do, Somewhat. But ohwell, whatever.
For example, I'm such a bitch to my mom.
It's crazy. And I don't enjooooy being mean to her.
I hate it. But I can't help it.
I'm a spolied bratty bitch sometimes. The End.
Anyway.
I was actually going to go to school today. =O.!!
But then my mom didn't wake me up heh.
Cool. -.-;
Soo earlier today I was in a good mood.
But Idk. It turned to shit like 2 hours after I woke up.?
/shrug.
I was motivated earlier today too. ;o
Hah.
'Cause I was thinking.
Anddd I'm sooo sick of being lazy.
Because I have been really lazy lately.
And there's a lot of things I wanna' do. Well, Somewhat.
Liiiike. I'm gonna' start saving my moneyyyy.
And I feel fat lately, Because I end up eating when I smoke.
And it doesn't help much when we're with Derek, Anddd they like eating I guess.
So like we'll go to BurgerKing or McDonalds.
And then a few hours later they're hungry again. Heh.
Sooo I'm going on a diet. Well, Kind of.
More so, I'm gonna' watch what I eat.
And not eat as much fastfood.
Because I've had like burgerking, mcdonalds, chinese, or pizza practically everyday for a little while.
And it's gross. Like a lot.
Part of it's 'cause my mom has to go grocery shopping.
But whatev'.
Anddd I wanna' clean my room.
And I'm actually going to.
Lol. Because I've been meaning to for like a year maybeee.?
But yeah, It never happened.
But. It's going to happen.
'Cause I'mma start cleaning either today or tomorrow.
Mmm. And, I've been meaning to start going to school.
Since I haven't gone all week.
But Idk. It just don't happen.
Heh. And I don't think I'm EVER going to go on a regular basis, Ever..
I used to go a lot. Like. 5 times a week.
I used to go everyday.
In Elementary school that is.. I loved school back then. Lol.
And even MiddleSchool was okay,
Until the middle/ end of 7th grade.
I started to hate it. Heh.
I've been thinking about quitting / going to some kind of alternative lately..
Because I just ABSOLUTELY HATE getting up and going to school in the morning.
Ohwell.
Like, Somedays, I'll think about what I wanna' do in life.
And I do want to go to college.
And I know my grades have been slipping. And they kinda' suck now.
But they're alright. But nowhere near as good as they used to be.
And I know that my not going to school, Affects my grades,
Which affects my getting into a college I'd prefer to go to.
Anddd then sometimes I think about college and I'm like HAH. Yeah. I'm never going.
And sometimes I have hopes that I do.
But ohwell. I really don't care at the moment.
'Cause Other days, I could really care less.
And I don't want to go to school ever again.
;xx
I just don't know what I'm going to do with a lot of things..
But I do want to change numerous things as well.
Starting with.
Well, 1 thing, But it's a secret.
Heh.
Soo I'll just say, Starting Secondly with,.
I'm gonna' clean my hamster's cage.
>;O.!!
It hasn't been completely cleaned out in over a month, maybe even over 2 months.
And I barely ever feed him or change his water.
Unless I see that it's completely empty.
Which is horrible.
And it's gross.
Anddd I was thinking today.
And I hate life.
Lol. Idc If I sound dramatic, Or emo or whatever you want to say.
Because really, The only thing in life that makes me happy is when I'm with friends..
And even then, Sometimes I'm just not happy either.
And it's pathetic. Because I do NOT want to rely on other people, for me to be happy.
I should be able to make myself happy. But lately I just can't.
I used to get happy over some of the simplest things, And sometimes I still do.
But rarely.
Heh. Idk what I'm going to do.
But I do know I need some things to change.
The End.

Btw. I think I'll make a friends only entry later.
And you should read it.
Ohwait.
only a few people would be able to.
HAH. k bye.

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 05:01:30 GMT

Soo. Over the weekend and the beginning of this week,
I'd been with Rachel, Arnie, Derek, Terrance & MattFink a lot.
/shrug
Soo yesterday I went over Max's.
Anddd then I ended up hanging out with Derek & Rachel & such.
Andddd we went to Pat's.
Then I went home. I was tired and if I went with them to the hotel again,
I'd end up falling asleep early I think, and not going to schoool.
Sooo I went home. And didn't end up falling asleep till like 4AM.
And then I didn't go to school anyways . -.-; Lol.
I hate school. Like really, I do. A lot.
But sometimes I do like school, Barely ever though..
Heh. I mean to start going on a regular basis.
But Idk. I just can't.
I haven't gone all this week either. ;xx
Ohwell.
/shrug.
Sooo todayyy, I went to Bailey.
Sat around with Dave + Chris.
Which is all we ever really do when we go to "helpout Des."
We sit there. Except for whenever we start building the set for the play..
And stuff. But whateverrr.
Soo then I went over Amberrrrrr's.
&yeah.
Andddd we got DannnnBarletta to come over.
And we tried playing Apples To Apples.
Butttt ^%&*$&^*)$#
It doesn't work well with 3 people.
You need atleast 4 or 5. >.<;
Anyway.
SouthOfNowhere is coming on.
Im getting offline for it.
Night. ♥

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 19:36:56 GMT

Soooo. Yesterday my dad brought me, Amber, DanB, Max, and DanT to the movieesss.
And we were gonna' see "When A Stranger Callssss."
But then it was soldout @ Branford theater. >;O.!
Sooo after like 10 minutes of standing next to the line trying to figure out what to dooo.
I had him come back and he brought us to the North Haven theater.
And we were like an hour early.
Soo we bought our tickets before it soldout and we walked across the street to McDonalds.
And it was raining likee the whole time we were there. Even when we came out from the movieee.
And btw HOLY FUCKING SHIT.
There were like sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many black people.
It was CRAZY.
Like.. turn around and BAM! look to the right.. and BAM!
And yeah you get the point.
Sooo there were like no seats when we got there.
But we found seats in Sheila's rowww.
xD! Yeahhh, I hadn't seen her inna' while.
Buttt then Dan and Max went outside for a minute,
And I went to get skittles.
And we came back and some black boyyy was in one of our seats so there were 4 seats insteada' 5.
Sooo DanB and I went to go find other seats..
In which we did.. But it was SOOOOOOOO fucking scarey in there.
Andddd Yeah, I just didn't wanna' sit back there with themmm, or Have Dan have to sit next to him.
Lol.
Sooo We went back with Max + such.
And I hadda' sit next to the black boyy.
And Amber shared Max's chairrr.
And the black boy 2 seats next to me was like
"yo we got the same phone.!"
xDDD It was great.
I love those black boys.
Because the movie SUCKED.
Buttttt, The black boys made it greaaaaat.
Cause then they said something and some white girrrrl was like shutup.!
And he was like SUCK A DICK, BITCH.!
And it was just so funnyyyy.
And and and thennn, people were like ruining the movie.
And clapping, and saying dumb things.
So the black boys next to me started again, and they were like
"YO B. YOU'S CORNEYYY. CORRRRNBAAAAAAAALLLLLS.!"
roflroflrofl.
Ahhh it was greeatttt,
But then I opened my skittles. ;xxxx
And I was sharing with my white friends,
And then the black boy wanted sommmme.
So I gave them some and they like spilled in his lap.
So the black boy next to him was eatin' them off his lap.
And he was like "you got anymore on your lap.?"
And he was like " No, but I got some in my pants. THERE'S LIKE THREE UNDER MY NUTSSS."
lololol it was craaazy.
And he had a Fall out Boy ringtone.!!11!~
Cause it went off during the movie and it was 'Dance, Dance'
xDDDDDDD
Andddd then when the black girl was on the screen
One of 'em was like "YO SHE GOTTA FAKE TOOF.! WATCHHHH."
Then the other kid saw it and was like
"YO SHE GOTTA' DOO-DOO TOOF.!"
roflrofl I almsot died.
Anywaysssss. My mommy picked us up, brought DanB to Justinnn'sss.
And Dan, Max, Amber, and I got to Dan's by like 12AM.
And yeah.
Then we woke up and my mom brought Amber and I home.
Anddd now I'm bored.
I was gonna' go over Max's butttt yeah. I don't think I ammm.
Bleh. I still have that 2-3page paper to write for Mr Jones..
I don't have a printer though. >;O.!
^$#^*)(%'
Bleh.
k byeeee. ♥

IDK; Not done yet though really...

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 06:29:04 GMT

Kay sooo. Today I went to school.
And I actually did work like every period of every class.
Because I was falling behind so much and it was all piling up and blahh.
Buttt I took my English MidTerm today and part of my science midterm.
Anddd Ew I stayed after till like 2:45. >.<;
Anyways. Then I came home and took a bath and a shower.
And I eventually went to Smiles.
&stuffff.
&carabrokeupwithdannn.;[
And when I was at Subway with Dan and Max and Dan and Justin and whomever,
There was this black kid there, And he looked familiar but I didn't say anythinggg.
But then I went to buy a cookie and he was in line and we started talking.
And he said how I looked familiar,.
And I was like heyyyyy you're that kid that I always used to talk to that had those huge asss headphones onnnn and played beatmania a lotttt.
&yeahhh.
Soo it ends up that it's that kid that used to hangout with Tim + Chris Greco @ Smiles like 3 years ago.
Which is when I was there like every weekend with like..
Arnie and Suzy and Skitts and Mario and Matt or whomever.
And Tim + Chris were the 2 kids that always threw pennies and tryed bothering me and Suzy. Lol.
Anyways.
Sooo yeahh, Dramaaaa happpened, Duh, It's west haven people..
Schaffer and Steven Roberts &people were in the back of smiles on that balcony part.
And idk what happened this time really but there were like 8 or more black kids.
And they were like yelling &argueing with Schaffer and Steven.
And they threw an empty snappl bottle at Schaffer,
But I was standing right in front of Schaffer trying to talk to him,
So it was like a few inches from my head and it hit Schaffer and bounced off
And it woulda' hit me if I didn't move. -.-
So then they alll were trying to rush at eachother.
But people were holding both sides back even though some kids still tried to swing.
Then the cop from Smiles and workers and people there came and was trying to break everyone up and get people to stop loitering.
Soo everyone relocated to the front door part.
And they were argueing and shit there too, And Schaffer said they threw a chair at him and stuff.
And then like 20 more of those black kid's friends showed up and they were all trying to fight eachother.
And then 5 cop cars came so they all ran and scattered towards the bowling alleyyyy.
Andddd so I was talking to that black boy that I was friends with like 3 years ago 'cause he came and sat with me when I was waiting for my rideeee.
Andddd he askked about Suzyyy, And I said how we weren't frienddss.
And he asked about my boyfriend or "that kid i was hugging on." but Idk if he meant tonight, orrr when i hungout with suzyyy.
In which he was either talking about Cody, 3 yrs ago, orrrr Paul, cause Paul was hugging me. /shrug.
Anddd we were talking about the kids that were gonna' jump Schaffer andd Stevennn
Cause he was with those kids and I wanted to see what he knewwww,
Anndddd yeah he said how they're from "The Hill"
&they took off
&scattered
&sure aren't coming back tonight
&blahblahblah
Anddd I talked to Cody+Sam because they were with them tooo. [Cody being, Justin's cousin or whomever.. &was@the trailorpark thinggg] [And Sam being, The kdi always with Cody+Justin that was @ the trailorpark thing & he sat in the courtplace with me for liek 4 or 5 hours. xD]
Andd them and their friends wanted to fight Schaffer after that big gang of kids left..
Anddddd Stufffffff.
Too much crap happpensss. Lol.
And Andrew's / Eddie's friend Sean called me like 4 times asking who gave Sara, [Parker] alcohol and where she got it from and who let her drink and blahblahblah
And it was getting me mad.
Because I was @subway with Mieky and people and then they called Mikey
And then Sean called me right afterwards and said that Mikey told them I let her drink when he didnt even say that, but they claim he had it on speakerphone and the whole car heard.
And rawrawrawr. It was annoying, and made me mad.
And they had Eddie call like once.
And then after Sean called for like the 3rd or 4th time I told him off and shut my phone off. Heh.
Anyways. Ricky wanted me to come hangout with him + Jessi tomorrow or whatever.
Butttt Idk when I'm doing.. /shrug.
Well. Bye. ♥

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 02:04:38 GMT

Soo last night I fell asleep really early, Like 8PM or something,.
I meant to wake back up at like 11 but I kept sleepinnnn'. xD
And woke up with a voicemail from Cara. ahem /cough.
Anyways.
I went to school today. xD!
Ew, I won't have be able to skip 5th period everyday anymore and have lunch with Matt + Chris + Earl + Amberrr. ;[
I'll miss that. Lol.
Buttt now I have lunch 8th periodddd..
Sooo I can just go home at like 1PM.
Orrr sit with people on the hill till like my mom comes @ the usual timme..
Anyhow.
My english teacher's letting me make-up her MidTerm tomorrow afterschool.
EwEwEw. Staying afterschool on a fucking Friday. Lame x5730252.
Ohwell, I could use a grade in english.. even though I'll prob. fail..
'Cause more than half of the year so far I skipped english.
Orrr I sat in class sleeping.
Orrrr just sat there and didn't do anything..
I think I handed in like 2 papers all year. xD
/shrug.
Anddd I have no clue when I can makeup my Biology MidTerm. ~_~
Anyways.
Around like 5ish I went to Stiles.
And hungout with MatttthewBreton, DanielllBarletta, Chris Skaltsas, VincentttMunizzz, Eric, Mike, & I think some other kid was there.
Yeah. And there were stickfights, And it was greaat.
Anyways then we left and blahblahblah.

Btw. Anytime you go to dunkin donuts,
you HAVE to get a small tea, milk & sugar, 1 teabag.
xDDD! ♥

ps. ill probably make a Friends Only post tonight.
cause i feel like it.
so yeah.
anddd you should read it.
OH WAIT,
only certain people can read it
ahahahha ;] ♥

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 05:04:17 GMT

That Boy, Is Beautiful.

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 05:02:53 GMT

Soo yesterday was fun I guess.
Went to Mohegan Sun with Rachel, Arnie, Amber, MattFink, and Derek.
&stuff.
& Pat's,.
& Mike Nigretti's.
Phonecall from Arthur's cellphone woke me up this morning..
But he dunno where his phone is. Lol. /shrug.
Today I went over Dan Turberts's.
And hungout with him and Brandon and Billy and Max for a while.
And Arthur came over for like 10 minutes. Lol.
Andddd we were playing around with Dan's + Max's paintball guns.
Anddd so I let Dan shoot me.
And he shot me 5 times, and I have 4 welts..
One of them was bleeding. ;\
They sting at first, Depending how close range it is.
Then it's fine.
Except the fact he shot me from like 3 feet away.
So it still hurts a few of them..
Anyway. I had fun this weekend.
Like, I actually enjoed Friday, Saturday, + Sunday.
That's crazy. I haven't enjoped everyday of the weekend in like the longest time.
Anyways. I kinda' like 2 or 3 people.
But the thing is I always end up liking a few people.
But I don;t do anything about it.
And I like the same group of people at different times.
And just &^%*#&%()$*(@^$ It's confusing..
So I'll just say I don't like anyone.
Buttt ILOVESOUTHOFNOWHERE + DEGRASSI.
Sooo, GoBuyMeSeasonDVDsWhenYouCan. ;];];]
Anyway. I'mma go smoke because I got a new bowl like last week.
And I've already had it like longer than I had any other one.
Because I've had like 3 others.
And I either dropped/ broke it, Lost it, or Sold it. Lol.
Anyway. Byeeeee. ♥

BTWBTWBTWBTWBTW.
I'm a lazy hoe.
So I never went and got tickets.
And I was so mad at myself.
Because I missed that Armor For Sleep/ Boys Night Out/ Chiodos/ Action Reaction show tonight @ Toad's Place.
And It made me wanna' cry. ;[

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 06:08:09 GMT

Eh I like Mid-Terms kinda'.
They started yesterday.
I mean, I hate the fact that it's a big test,
And counts as a part of our grades,
And its a 2 hour long test,
And stuff..
Buttt I enjoy only going for those niiice 2 hours. xD
Yesterday I went 9:45-11:50,
But today I went 7:30-9:45.
Anddd Monday + Tuesday I have to go for both periods.. 7:30-11:50.
I went to Smiles today.
I actually had fun, somewhat.
Except for Brett hitting on me a lot..
It was a bit.. awkward. Lol.
Idk. It made me happy to actually hangout with certain people again.
Then I brought Andrew to AJ's and Schaffer went to Suzy's. roflroflrofl.
Anyway. I'm supposed to be going to the Trumbull Mall tomorrow..
With Amber, Rachel, and maybe Cara / Lexy.
/shrug.
We're gonna' try on pretty dresses, and it's gonna' be greaaat.
And yeah..
Then I'm going to the GSA dance/ bowling thing..
Eh I'mma go smoke again soonish. ♥

YES I POST SURVEYS ON BOTH MYSPACE AND LJ. DEAL. =]

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 18:49:08 GMT

Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey (for girls)
--Your Favorite--
Hair Color:: Dark.
Eye Color:: Green, Hazel, Blue, Grey. Doesn't matter a whole lot..
(Their)Music Genre Preference:: Everything.
Height(estimate):: Same height or taller.
Age:: 14 - 23. Oh darn. Looks like I can't go out with Pat. ;[ rofl. ahahahahaha.
Personality Type:: Funny, Trustworthy, Honest, Fun. Etc. /shrug.

--This or That--
Older or Younger:: Older.
Romantic or Horndog:: lolol Horndog reminds me of hotdog.. Gross. Anyway. Romantic. They don't HAVE to be romantic or a horndog though..
Smart or Stupid:: Just not so dumb they can't hold a conversation.. or if they talk it's incredibly stupid.. Heh. That's no fun. Lol.
Fat or Skinny:: Doesn't matter that much.. But preferably not a fatty.? /shrug.
Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular:: Skinny but muscular.
Punk or Preppy: Whatev'.
The Big Picture or the Little Things:: Little things.
Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present:: I'd rather them Not spend a whole lot of $$. k.
Mixtape or Burned CD:: Burned CD.
Love or Lust:: Both. =]
Emotional or Just Not:: ... And what's Just Not supposed to mean.? o.0;
Sincere or Jokester:: A bit of both.
Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet:: Neither.
Sexy or Just Cute:: Either.
Arse or Abs:: Lol, Doesn't matter..
Hair or Hands:: Freak. Hairrrr. =]
Dimples or Eyes:: Eyes deff.
Biceps or Calves/Thighs:: Lol wtf. Idc. I'm not some worldclass wrestler kthx.
Teeth or Nose:: o.0;
Clean Shaven or Scruffy:: Either I guess. Doesn't really matter.. But uhhh yeah not a beard.. There's a difference between scruffy and facial hair. Facial hair = gross.
Rugged or Prim and Proper:: A bit of both. Like.. not as rugged as tarzan.. But not some uniform dressed kid. xD
Countryboy or Cityboy: Cityboy.
Date alone or With Friends: Both.
Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause:: Lol. Rebel without a cause.

--Have You Ever--
Dumped a guy because he liked you too much:: Kinda'.
Loved a guy because he stalked you:: No.
Loved a guy because he hated you:: Somewhat.
Asked your friend's crush out:: I don't like asking people out in most cases...
Lead a guy on for kicks:: Lol. Yes. ;x
Asked a guy out purely because he was hott:: Read the answer a question or 2 ago.
Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend:: I try not to.
Lied about not having a boyfriend:: Lol. Nahhhh.
Lied about having one:: No. Losers.
Cheated:: %^..$&(^*)$
Been Cheated on:: Yes.
Had a crush on a gay guy:: Nahh. But uhhh Marco from Degrassi's a qt. ;]

--Their Clothing(yes/no)--
Before I start this column.. Uhhh how the heck do you answer yes or no to clothing like this.. ehh it's odd.. /shrug. Lol.
Boxers?: Yes.
Briefs?: Whatever lol.
Hat?: Depends on who it is and what the hat looks like on them. Lol.
Skater Shoes?:: k.
Pimp Shoes?:: Hells yayahhhh. xD
Band Shirts?:: k.
Vintage shirts?:: k.
Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?: Fo shizzle. xDDD
Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?: Huh.?
Independent/DC?: k.
S&M/Little Devil?: .???
Fox/Thor?:: k.
Jeans or Shorts?: I like jeans better. Because. Then you can't see guy's hairy legs. Because I only know a few guys that shave their legs. And they're great. Because hair belongs on your head, Even if you're a guy. kthx. =]

--Be Honest--
Would you ever date a guy for his money?: No.
Would you ever date a guy for his social status?: Loser. No.
Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?: Lolol. Nah.
Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?: Yeah.
Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?:: Roflroflrofl. xD Nowadays, Everyone calls eachother a slut / whore even if they aren't.. heh.
Do looks matter?: Somewhat.
Are you honestly scared of being dumped?: If I really like the person.
Does size matter?: Lol.
Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?: Lolol. I try..
Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?: LOL. I don't have many ugly friends. xD
Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be): NOPE. Lol. I don't even really know what that means.. But if you say I should be.. suuure.
Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?: Like whatttt.?
Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?: Lolol. Nah. Freak.
Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?:: Hey, I'd prefer him to tell me the truth no matter what. So Yes. xD
Are you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?:: No. I'd rather him nto say it if he doesn't mean it. Because then it's lieing to me. And it'd be leading me on. Ahem.
Wanna be a virgin till marriage?: Lol..
Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it?: Depends how I say it to you, and who you are. I say Iloveyou to my friends all the time. But if you mean, inlove wise. Yeah actually I do, Somewhat, to an extent, depending on who you are. Lol, It's difficult to explain...
Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?: Sometimes.
Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?: Maybe.
Does this survey suck nuts?: A bit.

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 17:47:04 GMT

Sunday.
Went to the Mall with Lexy, Amber, + MattFink.
Met DanB, Brian, Matt, and Chris there.
Then Cara met up with us there too.
Saw Nate, and Billy and some other people there..
Walked to McDonalds and stayed there for a while.
Lol. I had fun. =]
The End.
Monday + Today I didn't go to school..
Heh..
/shrug.
Might buy a CS server with some people..
^.^
%^*#$%&$*(#^#
My upper legs hurt.
And my upper arms.
Lol. It's odd..
Heh. And my jaw still hurts.
My mom said she thinks it might all be from when we jumped off that wall thingy @ the mall.
'Cause it didnt hurt before.
Bleh. >.<
Anyways.
I'm supposed to hangout with DanT today,..
But I was also supposed to hangout with RJ + Matt today..
Idk. /shrug. Hah. byeeeee.

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 07:28:38 GMT

I'm bored.
Sooo, I'm updating.
Yesterdayyyy, I went to Smiles for like.. all of a whole half hour, give or take..
MattFink started fightin' Cody.
Lolol, It was so funny to watch..
ANyway.
After we left Smiles, [Arnie, Rachel, Amber, MattFink and I].
We went to Pat's house..
It was awkward..
Idk. He had like 6 other friends over too when we got there or whatnot...
Anddd they were fine, I like his friend Tom, He's an interesting kid.
Butttt his Mexican friend was craaazy. Lol.
And he called us racist just because we weren't talking or socializing with them..
But it was kinda' hard on account of we all didn't fit in his room, or if we all went in there, we wouldnt be able to sit really..
Sooo I stayed near the stairs most of the time..
Buttt then some of them left so we sat in there.
I was kinda' scared though,..
Because Pat wanted to get with me.
Lolol.
Andddd he pulled Arnie and MattFink aside a few times to talk.
So it was annoying. Because it's not like I didn't know what they were going to talk about. Heh.
Andddd he asked MattFink for my number, and He gave him his number to give to me.
Lolol. Heh. Whatever. I don't call people. ;]
Not like I'd call him anyways..
But whatev'.
Todayyy I slept.
And I woke up at 2PM.
And it's all Cam's fault.. Stupid chink.. xD
'Cause he came and was knocking on my door. heh.
Soo yeah Idk.
Then Amber, Lexy, DanB, and MattFink were gonna' go to the mall.
But Mario invited me to the movies with him and Meagan and Michelle and Ashley and Mary..
Soo instead we just met them there.
But then we got kicked out.
Soo we walked to the mall.
Then Dan, Amber, MattFink, Lexy and I walked to Smiles.
Blah blah blah. That's it.
Theeee Enddd.
But tomorrow we're going to the Mall again.
To try on pretty dresses.
And we're gonna' get Dan + MattFink to try on dresses.
And it'll be grrreaaat. =] But I'mma wakeup early tommorrow,
To clean, and wash clothes and stuff..
Soo Imma go now. Niiiight. ♥

PS. When we were leaving the mall.
I almost died.
Well, Not really, But it hurt, a lot.
Because there's like this 12 foot wall or whatever.
And Dan and MattFink were gonna' jump off of it,.
And MattFink said he'd jump if Dan did.
So I was like Hey, I'll jump if MattFink jumps.
But then MattFink didn't wanna'.
Buttt Dan and I were just gonna' hang off of it and then let go anyways.
Anddd I tryed it.
And it hurt.
And my jaw hit my kneee.
Soooo it slammed into my mouth and I bit my lip really hard.
And it was bleeding.
And I have a cut on my finger.
And they both hurt a lot.
And I can complain forever,. =]
But I'll stop. =P kbyeeee.♥

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 04:17:09 GMT

Sooo yeah. Idk. I'm overdue for an update..
Sunday I went to the movies with Cam, Dave, Cara, and Graham.
Chris Spoldi was supposed to come with us be he couldn't.
We went to see King Kong.
It was good.
Sad, but good none-the-less.
I almost cried at one part. Hah.
But the movie seemed like a mix of..
Tarzan meets Jarassic Park meets JungleBook meets The Lnad Before Time meets a gorilla.
Lolol.
AH. Then towards the end of the movie;
These kids were being really loud near that hallway thingy near the door that's the exit.
So I told Dave to throw some skittles at them and he did.
So then the guy behind me grabs his cup and throws his whole soda at them.
xDDDDDDDDD rofl. Best thing ever.
Anyway.
Afterward we went to TGI Fridays.
Came back to my house.
Watched The Fantastic Four.
Drank a little bit.
Not enough to get drunk though 'cause we were madd tired.
Lol.. Then we watched Interview With The Vampire.
Anddd went to bed at like 6AM.
Monday.. Idk.
I guess I didn't do much of anything. Heh. /shrug.
Today I didn't go to school..
We picked up ChrisSpoldi from WHHS at like 1:50PM.
Then Chris, Dave, and I went to Bailey.
To watch the middleschoolers audition for the drama club play..
/Help out Mr Des.
This year they're doing The Wizard Of OZ.
Anyway.
Ended at like 3:30.
Then Dave and I went to Chris's house.
Chilled there till like 5:30,
Came home.
Went to a wake.
Went to this ladies house.
Came home.
Done.
Heh.
Im gonna' make a myspace blog.
Random stuff.
The End.
Oh, Btw, I have a boyfriend.
Started goin' out on Sunday..

EDIT

BRIES MY BITCH. -END-

Im Dieing. k.

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 08:29:48 GMT

Ew.
I had ISS today.
Andddd yeah, So I went to it.
And also in ISS were...
Manny, Sam, Allison, Andrea, Bianca, Greg, Andddd other people.
Heh. Anddd Ms Tucci has been calling my house for like a month.
Trying to get my mom / me to make an appointment with her,.
So I had a guidance appointment with her today beginning of 8th period.
Buttttt stupid fucking Mr Pelatowski and Mr Hoffman or whichever teachers were in the ISS room end of 7th/ beginning of 8th period wouldn't let me fucking go. >.<;
He called and told her we had to reschedule it because I wasnt allowed to leave the ISS room
Wow. Lame. Pissed me off soo much.
Soo then she called back around 1:30ish and was like have dana vo come to the counseling office when the bell rings.
Hah. Yeah, Right.
No, They wouldnt let me go to my friggen appointment soooo Im NOT rescheduling, and I didnt go to that office. =] =P
Anyway.
I went to Smiles todayyy,
Gave Max a ride there.
I actually had fun for once. Hah.
Excepttttt.
Schaffer decided it'd be a good diea to try and spray me with the hose.
rofl. soo yeah i ended up getting semi-wet.
Sooo I hadda get him wet too. =P
And I amde him drop his cigarette inna puddle. xD! lolol
Ohhhh well. /shrug.
It was funny.
Idk. Today was just a good day. Somewhat. Lol.
Anddddd Smiles didn't suck as much as it usually does.
o.0; /shrug. Or maybe I was just in a good mood..
...and smiles does still suck as it has lately.. hah
ANyhow, gave Meagan + Michelle a ride home.
We're supposed to be going to the movies tomorrow.
To see Tristan & Isolde.
It's kinda like romeo and juliet i guess. but different.
SUpposed to hangout with DanTurbert tomorrow too..
I probably will later on tomorrow.
Speaking of Dan,
Lolool.
Max said that Dan was sleeping over Arthur's tonight.
Andddd when Dan was sleeping, Uncle Steve dyed his hair blue.!
And Dan got pissed and walked home in the rain. ;x
Heh. THat sucks. I'd be so pissed. Lol.
Well Im sick. ANd I needa go to sleep. =] gnight. ♥

Holy shit, an update, No Quiz. =O.!

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 10:00:22 GMT

Havent been doing much.
As always lol.
Went to Smiles last night [friday] with Meagan and Michelle and Ashley.
Saw the same people. lol
When I got there everyone was like
"omg dana theres a dana lookalike."
"theres a dana wannabe"
"theres a clone"
"shes trying to steal your identity"
Etc, You get the point, Lol.
Andd actually I knew who she was. xD
Becaussssse, My friend Cameron always told me I look like his ex-girlfriend, Katii.
Lol, Anddd I finally saw her.
i dont think we look that much alike.
she's prettier actually.
Anyways.
It was alrightttt.
Then today I went to Trumbull Mall with my mom and dave and cara.
Andddd walked around a lot.
And I bought a lot of candy.
And I got this cool drink mixer thing.
Its called a moo mixer and you can mix your chocolate milk in it. =D
Or alcoholic drinks, So the lady at the counter says, Lol.
and without a spoon.! you just push a button.! =O.!
Trumbull mall doesnt allow people to wear hoods, but they can wear hats. 0.-
Go figure. heh.
anyway.
I played DDR.
And showed those kids up, because they sucked ;]
But then afterward I felt like i was dieing. lol
And my mom said i was really pale.
anddd i had a big headache and i was dizzy and lightheaded and blah blah blah.
and I saw Katii there too, with Ty and people. lol
And when we were in the arcade i was talking to my mom.
and she was like youre tired from your stamina.
and i was like yeah.
and she was like yeah your stamina isnt good from not eating and sleeping right,.
and i was like no.
and she was like from what thennnn
and i was like "smoking pot. =]"
and she was like yeah. its bad for your stamina.
and thats pretty much all she said about it. xD
haha.
it was funny.
anyways.
im bored.
and tired.
and i got really mad at counterstrike today.
and i stopped playing for 2 hours and redid parts of my myspace.
in which i still needa fix. heh.
oh. update.
cara trys to talk to me now.. lol
wants to be friends again.
/shrug. i admit, i do miss her.
but itll be weird being her friend again.
because her mom like hates me probably.
sooo where / how would we even see eachother. o.0;
\anyway.
i love the people in BAM server. the end. =]
theyre funny. and keep me occupied. and theyre quite amusing. hah.
and i feel sick. and im bored. and i have a headache again.
and im in a bad mood. and im worrying about too many things and just ugh.
and k. the end. im going to bed. gnight. ♥